memories of a colour

shriek before report card

2006-08-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

we just found out that we failed almost all our subjects. majority of us failed Advanced Algebra and Biology. we were all under probasionary status which means once is enough. if we were given a chance to be in that discipline box, then we must study hard to acknowledge what we need to acknowledge. they made the deliberation that means they have decided whose parents should be called to discuss their child's situation. i was one. maybe.

still, an artificial grin would tear up in our face and "hypocrite" jokes would trash out of our mouth:

paulo>> sir, si david binababoy manual ko..

david>> hindi na nga e.

***

gabby is pure childish, fat and intellectual. his mind is always someplace else like maybe the Garden of Eden where Tweety bird exists. they said he farts a lot. we call it the "law of motion".

ma'am anchovies>> si bj, matunog sa faculty.. pati si dantes.

rogels>> ma'am ako?

ma'am anchovies>> si gabby din matunog..

rogels>> aaay.. matunog.. *proot*

***

we will study harder if we were given ANOTHER chance even if i know that going to school is like a broken pencil. it's pointless..

***

[[of friends and flowers]]
we talked about where to study if suddenly we got kicked out. majority chose wesley. a private school. it was fun asking that survey but just think about what's it like to suddenly pop out of nowhere school and people are not students, but strangers...

[[love and all that jazz]]
lels, a hypocrite hippopotamus shit. she was helping janel [another caruso lykhymn] all along to be closer to caruso..

lels>> wala na tayong magagawa.

she doesn't even know that i actually found out something sweet. =)=

caruso. i was ready to puree him in the blender. he destroyed what is left of my life..

***

still, i'll keep..

aza aza fighting!.. [full house]

in full obsession

2006-08-24T02:44:00.000-07:00

i am, once again, obsessed with the korean show "Full House" wherein i can relate because korean is part of my heritage [and dignity..=)]..lucky me..

i bought the dvd since it was a bit cheap and watched it with my mama. i have a walking nuclei for a mama. =) she loved it soo much i would just freak out if she asked me to put the dvd on the player.

i was once again obsessed from the irritating love cycle. obsolete jokes. 3 bear song. and also, once again obsessed with reading the subtitles and looking at the korean porcelains at the same time. =)

these are thems:

connecticut item:
this is an inserted item for Full House

prized periodical in the history of periodicals

2006-08-11T19:28:00.000-07:00

pe.rio.di.cal (pîr-d-kl)adj.

1. Periodic.
2.
a.Published at regular intervals of more than one day.
b.Of or relating to a publication issued at such intervals. n.

n. A publication issued at regular intervals of more than one day.

adj : happening or recurring at regular intervals

filipino meaning: a major exam you should pass.

sorry for not blogging for a week. i have a major exam to pass my first grading period. actually, we cheated the test. all of us. cooperation guaranteed.

i don't know where the confidence came from, i just found out that i was also passing out answers on papers and enjoyed it.

it's better to cheat than to concentrate until i can pee. =)
i hope i pass the test, i work hard for the answers.
***

geometry and math.. hassle.
***

--of friends and flowers--

erika. i dunno why she loves giving out answers, all i know is that she doesn't want us to be dropped-out of school. we are all in probasionary status. it's hard for her to study and share what she studied. salamat erk.

we watched horror movies at home yesterday after the test. seven of them had the courage to enter a house of worth of a smell of human excreta and piles of cd cases which they thought were cd cases with something that musically exist.

--love and all that jazz--
caruso saw me giving out a piece of kodigo to his ''love of his life''. [atleast mabaet ako.]

nothingness

2006-08-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

sweet.

macabre

weekender

2006-08-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

i am bored. saturday [yesterday] i went to school for our project and inquire at a violin lesson place somewhere. "it's either violin or piano" my father said. i chose piano. my dad said, "piano because you can't play violin without a comrade." silly.

it rained. we were washing the laundry and my half-naked cousin's cooking lunch. it was pinahalang and tilapia and i, soo much, enjoyed it.

what am i suppose to write in the middle of the sunday?

--of friends and flowers--

best ones:

xar -- she's like programmed to do what i want in exchange for happiness. i ruin lives and she loved it.

xy -- she acts as my mother but she was dropped out of school. some stupid mother. =)

cess -- overacting someone.

lels -- she loves to joke around and be surrounded with her crushes.

pau -- artificial nutrasweet.

horge -- gay.

miko -- as of now, an enemy.

***

--love and all that jazz--

caruso -- an octopus. clownfish. aborigine. content of the heart. =) aaww.

a week

2006-08-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

monday
the jingle was cancelled.

tuesday
the jingle resumed. i was an eggshaker.

--of friends and flowers--
xar and i fought. hehe. i was relieved. but my conscience started to mingle, and i accepted her apology. silly me.

--love and all that jazz--
caruso ruined their jingle as revenge for their adviser.

wednesday
i forgot. but i'll try to remember.
i remembered.
we watched a local horror film in our local horrific cinema entitled: "Sukob."

--of friends and flowers [and enemy]--
my classmtes pierced their upper ear [not the lobe].

thursday

--of friends and flowers--
my other best friend, xy, visited us. she was dropped out of school and we hven't talk for a long time. so we took pictures with xar's phone.

--love and all that jazz--
we talked in the cafeteria with his friends and i ended up telling him about his ''crush'' liking him too. i got irritated at myself.

friday
i undergo another geometric boredom.

--of friends and flowers--
miko and the rest of the group fought. and i was relieved.

--love and all that jazz--

we talked again with some others on the bench talking about kalibugan and tender bears. they bullied gabby. i sang. i can't look at him. he's an embarassment to the nature.

***

updates:

my shoe is broken.

i ended up walking three inches high.

rogelio wears girlie rubbershoes with all the glitters on it.

fair sunday

2006-07-30T01:02:00.000-07:00

i did not wash the laundry. thanks to my hard-working yet ~~spunky~~ mama. we ate our grilled meal thanks to my mentally-disabled cousin from a faraway province. the house is so much clean. thanks to my artistic and musically-inclined papa. i wasn't bothered at all. thanks to my wayward sister who attended her school tutor sessions.

i am helping my father with his shop works and all. my dad's having a new saleslady and i'm fired.

--of friends and flowers--

no friend related stories today but i saw my 5th grade classmate who had a crush on me peeking on our shop. =)

--love and all that jazz--

no caruso today. it's sunday but hope to see him do the jingle tomorrow.

tutor, movie, net, practice, eat

2006-07-29T04:30:00.000-07:00

i am on my way to my mathematics tutor. i am so bad on math, geometry and statistics. i get confused over negative and positive signs. silly. my mom gave me p200 for the fare, a movie, and lunch.

after i surf the internet, i ate at jollibee [cheeseburger and a jolly shake for p79] and went to the mall to wait for my friends: xar and lels. the school was full of classifications of people. we were going to practice for a jingle competition for monday.

--of friends and flower--
we hitched a ride from our principal. she was kind, really. [hypocrite, karuna] but really. we were supposed to eat in KFC but it was full and expensive so we moved to jollibee. i ordered a soup. we talked. yada, yada, yada.

--love and all that jazz--
caruso was there. nagulat na lang ako na nakita ko cap nya papasok na sa gate. lels greeted hi and dared me if i could do the same but i just gave him a deadbeat stare.

i saw him crawled inside a car. tapos yun. lels said na hindi na siya nagpractice ng jingle nila. sad.

the yesterday. the day before today.

2006-07-28T19:49:00.000-07:00

musika beatnova: run by air.

i am currently writing a script entitled: ''musika beatnova'' about a racist-musician named harmonica ritar ibanez trapped in another world called musika beatnova where only music-related things and musically-inclined people exist. at first it was oh so perfect but when Sputnik [the highest taboo] told her that when a the charm dies, they will no longer be a place called musika beatnova and harmonica will be stuck in a black phase forever.

***

school related

i joined another org, the dancesport. i've always wanted to dance. the freakin' tango left a red sketch on the tip of my toe.

--of friends and flowers--

fibs, my co-scriptwriter in a local arts center, is an emo. she sketched almost ten sticks on her arms with a pin, cutter, some other sharp objects. she's good at writing suicidal poems. she was a pastor's kid the reason why she's an emo. she wasn't allowed to sleep late at night. curfew exists in her mind-numbing existence and her only survival is locking herself in her room, doing 'knife sketch' and food and water.

--love and all that jazz--

[my carpals sweat; cute.(at the moment, popped out of my head)]

my caruso excalibur XVIII is a flirt. he's good in an outdoor game i call: octopus-gardening. caruso ran on the hallway yesterday. so i looked at him, hard [because i know he wouldn't look back] but as suspected, his head tilted back ways and he saw a peripheral, dirty sock, long-legged manure, spit-dripped. i was surprised and at the same time mortified. so i went outside to elucidate my embarrassment and anger to my bestest friend, xar. i hate him.

stolen questions worth answering

2006-07-28T18:41:00.000-07:00

Four movies I can watch over and over
1 mirrormask
2 amelie
3 my girl
4 tortilla soup

Four TV shows I love to watch
1 veronica mars
2 the OC
3 daria
4 that 70s show

Four places I've been to on vacation
1 zamboanga del sur
2 iloilo
3 tagaytay
4 cavite

Four favorite dishes
1 kalamares
2 pizza and nachos in extremely expresso
3 cheeseburger in daddy eds
4 pusit

Four places I'd rather be in
1 korea
2 department store
3 local reggae bar
4 amusement park or museum